Old Feelings, New Look, New Beginnings

My hands seem
To deceive me
When I'm nervous
Or when I'm healthy,
The scenery's all drawn:
They hang here
From the walls, dear
Painting pictures
Bleeding colors,
Blanket the windows.

Walls - Emery

Is it possible to so actively try not to do something, be successful, and still have it be counterproductive? I won't get into specifics, but that's where I'm at. A crappy ending to an otherwise great day

I promised last time that the next time I would post, it would be summer. Well, here we are. Gone is a tumultuous junior year. I will not miss it. There were some good times, but they were way more outweighed by the stuff I have had to deal with, and am still dealing with. Finally, I'm a senior. Feels damn good to say that.


Unless you have ventured over to my blog without having a new post to read (which I um, highly doubt), you'll notice the new look. I worked on it for a decent amount of time, and I like it. I had been meaning to re-design the blog for a while, but never actually got to it until after my last post. It's very simple. and it's a good layout, I think. Plus, my face is now on it, which is a plus for you.


This will be a summer or relaxation. It'll be a summer of rediscovery. I plan to lay back and sort of recharge for one last summer, then actually try to get "going" in life. I still haven't decided whether or not to take the CHSPE...we'll see. I'm beginning to lean toward not doing it, but it wouldn't be the first time I flip-flopped on something like that.


That's about all I have for today. Time to go write. I have a lot to get out right now that I can't here beyond the vague question I posed in the open. You folks enjoy your summer and enjoy the rest of your day.


Video:

"We live life! Like it's the last day of school
Yeahhhh!
We live life! Like it's the last day of school
So, do what you want to do!"

No explanation needed. The official song for this day. Enjoy!